7 Martie, 2024- March 7th, 2024

A trecut mai bine de o luna de cand nu am mai scris. Zilele au trecut repede caci m-am simtit bine. Durerile de ficat s-au ameliorat si eu am capatat putere. Ma simt ca o planta ce imboboceste, ce vine la viata odata cu primavara. Am continuat sa merg aproape zilnic la EESystem si o data pe saptamana fac o sedinta de drenaj limfatic, fara masaj. Imi ajuta sistemul limfatic sa se dezcongestioneze. Imi face bine! Diminetile sunt dedicate in totalitate timpului ce il dedic Annei sa faca scoala cat se poate de bine in conditiile date. Nu ma mai gandesc la moarte, parca simt cum Domnul a lucrat deja o minune in trupul meu. Ma gandesc oare ce o fi durerile de la ficat si apoi imi reamintesc cum ficatului ii trebuie destul timp pentru recuperare, asa ca, trebuie sa am rabdare. Continui sa iau zilnic Balance oil si ma bucur ca acum il pot lua din America nu mai trebuie sa il transport din Bucuresti. Dieta mi-a ramas aceeasi, nu imi este pofta de dulce, uneori poftesc un hamburger, dar nu dulciuri.

Aseara sacultam un medic ce vorbea despre ficatul gras la oamenii ce nu consuma alcool. El explica cum microbiomul din intestine are un rol foarte important, si cum deficitul de microbiom duce la leaky gut, care la randul lui afecteaza ficatul si il face sa fie ficat gras iar apoi trecele la o forma avansata si apoi catre ciroza. Mi-a deschis ochii sa inteleg ca nu ajung suplimentele ce ie iau specific pentru ficat ci ca trebuie sa ma ocup si de microbiom, asa am si facut.

Cam la o saptamana dupa ce am inceput sa zburd prin casa de cat de bine ma simteam, Paul, baiatul nostru al doilea, a avut programare la medicul de familie. Eu eram prinsa ci scoala Annei si i-am zis ca e detul de mare ( are 19 ani) sa mearga singur. Asa a si facut. Cand a terminat, a venit acasa sa imi povesteasca experienta lui la medic, cum ca a vut de completat multe formulare si ca asistenta a avut multe intrebari printre care si daca se confrunta cu ceva probleme specifice de sanatate, la care el mentioneaza eczema ce il necajeste in special pe timpul iernii. Apoi l-a intrebat de starea de sanatate a parintilor si bunicilor, si el a mentionat ca tatal lui are si el eczema si bunicul lui are psoriazis. Apoi, zambind imi zice " Am uitat sa zic de tine ca ai cancer, de Anna cu incheieturile si de buni cu diabetul". Zambind si eu, l-am intrebat " Cum ai uitat ca eu am cancer? si cu o inocenta inca de copil, mi-a raspuns " Mama, dar tu nu te porti ca o persoana ce are cancer, in casa noastra nu se simte ca este cancer" Ce bun a Domnul ca ne trece prin acest cuptor , fara ca noi sa simtim vapaia focului!. Ce lucru mare, ca cei din casa sa uite de existenta cancerului in casa noastra...oare sa nici nu mai fie?

Ma simt ca am pofta de viata, fac planuri de viitor, imi este dor de miscare, de sport, revin parca la viata. Ce aduce ziua de maine? Nu stiu, dar stiu ca azi e o zi buna si sunt multumitoare Domnului pentru felul in care ma binecuvinteaza. Daca te rogi pentru mine, vreau sa sti ca Domnul este la lucru si El lucreaza minunea in trupul meu si fiinta mea. Sunt inca in cuptor, dar flacarile focului nu ajung la mine. Ce minune!

English

It has been more than a month since I wrote. The days passed quickly because I felt good. The liver pains have improved and I have gained strength. I feel like a budding plant that comes to life with spring. I continued to go to EESystem almost every day and once a week I do a lymphatic drainage session, without massage. It helps my lymphatic system to decongest. It makes me feel good! The mornings are completely dedicated to the time I dedicate to Anna to do school as well as possible under the given conditions. I don't think about death anymore, as if I feel how God has already worked a miracle in my body. I wonder what the liver pain will be and then I remember how the liver needs enough time to recover, so I have to be patient. I continue to take Balance oil daily and I'm glad that now I can get it from America, I no longer have to transport it from Bucharest. My diet has remained the same, I don't have a sweet tooth, sometimes I crave a hamburger, but not sweets.

Last night I was listening to a doctor talking about fatty liver in people who don't drink alcohol. He explains how the microbiome in the intestines has a very important role, and how microbiome deficiency leads to leaky gut, which in turn affects the liver and causes it to be fatty liver and then to an advanced form and then to cirrhosis. It opened my eyes to understand that the supplements I take specifically for the liver are not enough, but that I also have to take care of the microbiome, so I did.

About a week after I started raving about how good I felt, Paul, our second son, had an appointment with the family doctor. I was caught at Anna's school and I told her that she is too old (she is 19 years old) to go alone. That's what he did. When he finished, he came home to tell me about his experience at the doctor, how he had to fill out many forms and that the nurse had many questions, including if he was facing any specific health problems, to which he mentioned the eczema that especially in winter. Then she asked him about the health of his parents and grandparents, and he mentioned that his father also has eczema and his grandfather has psoriasis. Then, smiling, he tells me "I forgot to say about you that you have cancer, about Anna with your wrists and about you with diabetes". Smiling as well, I asked him "How did you forget that I have cancer?" and with the innocence of a child, he answered "Mom, but you don't act like a person with cancer, it doesn't feel like that in our house that it's cancer" How good of the Lord that he passes us through this furnace, without us feeling the heat of the fire! What a great thing, that the people in the house forget about the existence of cancer in our house...may it not even be there anymore?

I feel like I have a zest for life, I'm making plans for the future, I miss exercise, sports, it's like I'm coming back to life. What does tomorrow bring? I don't know, but I know that today is a good day and I am grateful to God for the way he blesses me. If you pray for me, I want you to know that the Lord is at work and He is working miracles in my body and my being. I am still in the furnace, but the flames of the fire do not reach me. What a miracle!